Studying for exams have taken a feeling of sheer desperation. Studying is no longer for learning purposes. Studying is now for the hope of passing the exam tomorrow and not tanking this thousand dollar gamble of a degree. I wish I could say I am learning the material and am able to fully process it, but the sad reality is I don't have enough time or the mental ability. Perhaps with practice, the material will be retained better. But for now, it's cram, regurgitate, forget, and repeat.

This feeling of desperation is taking a major toll though. I wish for another way to approach this.

My study song of the moment: Good Life by OneRepublic. The song is such a contrast to the reality of my current life. Yes, this should be the prime of my life. I suppose by most standards, I should be out having fun and partying, but no. The way my life is going (along with my choices), makes this song the anti-anthem of my life. But the tune of carefree-ness and adventure is most definitely appealing right now. Anything but studying for multiple dreary exams right? :/